i have been eating alot

worse part, eating alot of outside food.
i think since i pakto with william, i have been eating alot of outside food.
so getting fatter and fatter !!!
this is bad
this is so bad
slowly, i must cut off chips, must cut off ice cream, choclate.
den fried food.
might as well ask me go die.
ok should try very best to avoid eating outside food.

my addiction

because the boyfriend is very addicted to nicotine.
and i'm very addicted to ice cream and chocolate.
in order to strengten the determination for him to quit.
i hereby promise that i will never ever touch ice cream and chocolate ever.
if i manage to do so, i don't care, Ng Wil Liam you shall stop smoking again.
that's a really big sacrifaction ok. ask vern may wtf.

i'm really materialistic

so how. i'm so spoilt since young so how.
my dad bought me every barbie doll i wanted.
never failed.
dad u spoilt me.
but i know u were forced to. because i know how i had cried and stumped foot for it.
i really ashamed of myself.
but now i've changed.
because i am so irritated by my own behavior.
but i still get watever i want, even those that i din plan to own.
thank you so much dad i love you.
though it took so many years for me to be mature.
and i'm sorry i grown up so late.
thank you for providing all those luxuries.
i know there are alot of ppl who have more.
and i won't deny i have red eyes. but i already have more than others.
i can't complain anymore.
i love you dad.
and i love you too mom.
sory for those harsh time i've given you.
but i realized over these years our relationship has improved.
and i hope it won't go backwards.
i will still learn to grow.
with love from you.

i hope you will read this.
because it's impossible for me to tell you face to face.
i am used to being strong in front of u.
that's y i don't tell you alot of stuff.
i dun wan you to worry abt me.
i dun wanna show you my weak side.
i am your daughter, whom you never need to worry about.
except the money spending part la ha wtf.
but i'm really in dilemma.
i have my moment. and for a period of time i really feel lik giving up everyhting.
dat's y u see i'm so fat now, i'm a stress eater.
i duno la.
i feel so fan now bye.

my bad

ok so i haven been updating for sometimes... not like anyone cares la...
but i'm just pretending there are alot ppl out there dying to see me updating my blog wtf sigh.
ok so i have been very very very procastinating.
which is really bad sigh.
did pretty bad for 302... it's suppose to be an easy test wasn't it?
i tot i knew most of the answers wtf !
no luck maybe.... missed my acedemic performance during my early 11 years of education !
used to be really really good one...
guess god exchanged something for me...
when i was really fugly, HE gave me smart brain and good result...
when i fought for beuty... HE exchanged it with my good result edi wtf wtf wtf
am i really good at this kinda karma thing or wat
but nvm la..... enough to pass la.... ok.... if it's above average then good lo wtf
really wanna do it well one i'm serious.
this time i really study damn hard tho it's last minute again, but i feel how i concentrated i swear i changed wtf
guess i've been so emotionally aroused lately.
being in a relationship is seriously with pros and cons lo.
i wish i have realy healthy relationship la.
but since the begining i edi built up really bad habit.
i spoilt my boifriend i guess.
karma !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
being too tolerance.
being too sweet.
being too fake wtf.
regret edi. should i end this and go seek for another one.
u know habit is really hard to be changed right, so find another one den start over again
since i learned the lesson edi lor hor
i seriously dun feel happy when i see him or get his call already.
i need some respect. don't care if it's childish.
full stop.

addicted to typing !

hello, all of a sudden i'm addicted to typing !
i'm so lack of sleep yet yet yet still here updating my blog, during the time of the semester.
hoho i had abit of gin and i'm abit of the blur now, boohooo why am i such a lousy drinker !
literally abit lo...................... i think 5 ml only ? wtf ?
red lik red color wtf HAHAHHAAH
oh been doing charity lately wtf.....giving away cosmestic before they expired !!!!
so girls..... must use very often ok. !!! expensive one a !!!!!
since i never use it...... so give it to someone who does lo right.
but i damn pin sam one... only give to those i love lo ok.
actually i really damn kiam siap one...i won't cin cai give things to ppl...
unless those i love.
i think i grow up thinking that love or hate, must have a very obvious boundary.
i damn bias one lo seriously.
wa ! my whole body turn red no kidding !!!!!!! allergic ar ? dun ler......i love gin !!!!!!!!
hmmmmmmmm.... so har..... the other day my Beiber soh said she wanna save money eh, dun wanna spend on clothes edi !
ahhahahahhahahhahahahhaha i had the determination oso when i just came back from hk
but den now i have shopping urge edi
i need to shop for new bras..... panties ........ leggings !hohohoho.
shoes oso !!! am looking for killer heels !!!!!!! wtf wtf
how la lik dat huh.
damn broke edi ok.
sigh nvm buy vincci/nose. sigh. spotted a really nice heels at Nose, hope it's still there
the best if got sale wtf !!!! hahahahhahahahha
man ....... i really miss shopping in HK ...... sigh
but den no won't go there in a short while la.......... lik wat william said, use the air fare and hotel's money to shop in malaysia more worth it right.
got point !
but things in HK are nicerrrrrrrr how !!!!!!!! they do shipping anot ?
i love forever 21 websites !!!!!! omfg so pretty !!!!

oh ok ...... a total non related thing, i bought a mineral powder from some blog the other day
selling at dirt cheap pric, i never tested den quckly order scared out of stock wtf lik damn rich.
but den the color doens't suit me................. booohoooo tot wasted money edi one
but den the very kind blogger let me do exchange yeah ! when i was still happily thinking how lucky i was......... i noticed the expired date at the bottom of the powder box !
JANUARY of 2009 !!!
wtf ?
hey yo you see i got this powder only middle of september lo ok !
so now i can ask for ful refund ! but den blogger never reply the address
they said they were sorry that kinda thing, but den they also revealed that the supplier was some famous blogger (the one who like CHEESE very much and den funnily participated in some duno where dream girl contest one) so there is very lil they could do. sigh. rugi ler them.
but dun care jz give back my money so that i can buy bra wtf !
ok i damn blur edi bye bye.

back and tanned

HELLO EVERYONE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
deng deng deng ~
i'm back from HONG KONG
sigh, broke and contented.
u see everything is so pretty
everything is nice
everything is nowhere in KL u can find
and i bought so many things, never in my life i spent so much on shopping in a few days only.
WTF I'm SO sinfully happy !!!!!!
and den so many works awaiting. sian. blog abt wat i've bought if i feel lik it la.
but i think u all will be damn shocked so i think better don't wtf.
ok do resume wtf bye bye.

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