Lost.

Have you ever feel like you have lost the motivation to keep on going?
Like, you don't know what you're living for.
Like, you don't give a damn shit about anything.
you know my mind fluctuates too quickly that sometimes i impress myself. wtf.
i always know i'm a greedy person.
i'm a very materialistic person. I believe in quality and quantity. wtf.
i believe more is better wtf.
When the world is revolving, i find myself slowly losing track of what's happening around. I always have ameter in my heart to measure everything. But now it seems that the measurement is no longer measurable.
I don't know if people believe in horoscope, but i always think that how those paper explained about Libra truly reflects who i am. (e.g beauty wtf, no i'm kidding, KAY)

haihz.

i am pampered since i was very little.
i got whatever that i wanted. literally. because i have a dad that finds me lovable despite my bad temper and stubbornness. haihz i feel so sorry for my parents to have a kid lik me seriously wtf. but haihz, i'll slowly make up for that ok, i swear.

and now i stated to earn money/working.
then i find that, ops. that lil money jz cannot afford my luxurious lifestyle.
HOW. can die.
so yup, i don't go to high class salon anymore.
i look for the cheapest salon possible. (price cheap only ok)
i no longer use bodyshop'a body shampoo (not until recently, UK sell cheap ma wtf)
i cut down my frequency of pedicure. i no longer buy expensive mascara T___T
i only buy clothes when they were on sale.
............ and i'm so not happy abt that.
sigh.

and now i feel that i find myself a very stingy husband.
haih.
so feel lik crying.
i know i should not ask too much.
but sigh, u know seeing people who got sponsor from bf/their man, i get jealous too ok.
for one chinese new year ppl can jz buy 15 sets of clothes, 15 SETS u know. not pieces. then went for spa/hairdo/mani pedi wat so ever. jz for CNY.
anniversary got gift. CARTIER ring. anniversary only lo. valentine's day got rolex.
college student only lorrr..........
haihzzzzzzzzz..........

i think i'm gonna get my diamond as our wedding band.
go bali for honeymoon la.
mahfuker.
dun wanna get married edi. no mood ar.
bye.

Wedding

Yup. everyone should know it by now.
I'm getting married <3. God knows how long i've been waiting for this day to come. But when it comes. I still find it unbelivable.
Getting married is all abt money.
Been looking for the best wedding bands. They cost up to 15k for a pair.
It's really killing me man !
so bloody expensive.
But now everything is not set.
Date comes 1st, then venue, then guest list.
Wedding pictures, honeymoon. Whether i should go get a couture for wedding dress anot ? teehee. arh ! wedding rocks.

Overdued.

hi there ~
i know it's kinda late to announce this.
but yea.... i'm back form the trip wtf.
and also, engaged.
*gasp* *awww~~ *
i know.
that was a total surprise.
sorry no pics yet. too lazy to transfer.
will update soon when i have the mood teehee.

Greetings from UK

hey peps ! greetings from UK yo !!
weather here is so damn cold ! but not cold until can die k wtf
i like this place except that it's full of ciggs smell :< uek
ok so long for now, can't update much as i haven really started exploring around.
jet lag wtf !
slept at 6 am uk time. and then didn't sleep soundly but woke up at 9 am T__T
ish.
using hte macbook actually, seriously not user friendly lo k.
i think it tries not to be like windows. that's why it's so hard to use right.
but i like its keypad <3
so addictive i jz feel like typing it forever ~~
ok grocery shopping later !
can't afford to eat outside for every meals
dirt cheap if you don't convert to RM la.
taaa ~~

ops.

HEY !!! peeps ~ sorry been MIA for a while.
arh haven really updated since i started working aye ?
omg i jz gotta say i'm in love with this company.
The management is nice, cool, fun.
The colleagues are friendly, humble, i think.
and they are so generous !!!
jz came back from company dinner actually. teehee.
they gave away cash voucher and door gift upon arrival !
then got lucky draw ~ u wouldn't believe what i've got !!!!!!
iiiiiiiIIIPOD !! wtf !
i've nv been so lucky one lo, besides getting william to fall in love with me,
this is the 2d luckiest thing i've encounter wtf hahahahahhaha
and europe is awaiting for me, waving at me !!
OMG i'm so so so excited !!!
anyone in europe let's meet up wtf <3
ok ciao

Heyz

Been missing for a while :> how art thou ?
hehehehehhehe
i must say working is fun !
people in the office are generally nice :)
boss is damn cool...
met a photographing maniac there ! hoping to learn more things from him !!!
and arr..... u can leave whenever the jobs are done !!! damn cool right ?
eheehehhee....
aw this job is too cool !!
3 weeks away from europe !
any orders girls ?

Another Sunday

Walaoooooo man....
time flies ! and it's now sunday already !!! can you believe it ? no i cannot !
which means... my europe trip is getting nearer !!!!!
so excited i'm gonna faint liao....
ok this trip is kinda gan zeong... becz i don't speak their language. e.g. France.
i sacred i get lost in the cities and cannot find my way back *touchwood* and then noone can help me becz they can't understand me !
i can only say bonjour wtf wtf.
so these weeks have been quite a romantic weekends la... teeheee... not bad kinda lik it when you have some personal moment. <3
but i have weird dreams last night... damn i hate that kinda dreams...
dreaming that my couple friends fought... wtf fought in my dream ! go away already
then i got damn pissed.
ish... dun like ler... i'm already not a happy person, in dream oso i have to get pissed. wtf.
really wanna bug me liddat meh !!!!

so i'm trying to sort out a routine in Italy la... Venice is a must go.
but scared very cold ler wtf.
then i wanna go... Florence, Milan, Rome...
duno got time anot... i think we got lik 5 days in italy.
ish ish ~
hope this trip can be a perfectly planned one.

can't wait for the day that i can actually shout out loud... u know the here i come phrase. teehee ~
miss me peps :>
bcz i miss u all.
ta !