tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-65052291622157684252024-03-05T01:44:12.211-08:00It's me, Thank youUnknownnoreply@blogger.comBlogger94125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6505229162215768425.post-30709265086825467822011-05-15T21:36:00.000-07:002011-05-15T21:44:16.764-07:00Been a WhileHey, i know it's been a while. <br />haven been blogging so long that i seriously need to google search and TRIED to look for my blog.<br />and then i read through those old entried that i have made.<br />like omfg damn childish.<br /><br />i think it's a sign of growing old.<br />when u look back and found out how childish and bimboo you were.<br />Forgive my old self pls.<br />but one part in me that has not been changed and will never be is the materialistic side of mine wtf. <br /><br />haihz, things have changed in the absence of blogging.<br />i am now a married woman and a mother to be.<br />life is happy :) <br />everyone is pampering me. <br />have changed job to Rawang. <br />quite the previous job because of the relocation and of course some dicipline problem i found in office heh.<br /><br />ok i am actually writing this in the office.<br />most of the time i would be more occupied on my iphone and oh on the internet.<br />that's how free i am.<br />wanted to quite for baby's sake, but come to think of it why quite an easy job with moderate pay?<br />nyehehehe.<br />evil i am.<br /><br />and money is too important at this stage of my life now.<br />too many things to afford.<br />oh well, what the heck.<br /><br />i should learn to appreciate life and you know to think in a much mature way.<br /><br />no one would be following this blog for now, hahaha i think that gives me more space in expressing the sentimental and depressed side of mine.<br /><br />That's all for now. <br />:)<br />today is a happy day !<br /><br />new plan for next year, back packing to NZ with the girls !<br />i am so expecting !!!Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6505229162215768425.post-29496435448928978342010-06-24T05:16:00.000-07:002010-06-24T05:19:50.117-07:00OMG HOW LONG ALREADY ?HAHAHA i know i know.<br />i have gone MIA again. ok so sorry i totally forgot about this blog address and i totally can't remmeber i could log in through blogger.com<br /><br />I THOUGH I LOST THIS BLOG ALREADY huhuhu..<br /><br />k, stop being dramatic. <br /><br />i think i have not been blogging since i came back from Europe ? wtf.<br /><br />oh how i miss Europe, wish u can be there lik once every forth month wt wtf <br /><br />Thinking about job changing because totally no prospect !!!<br /><br />JIA YOU BELLE !!! you'll be a billion dollar/pounds wtf. <br /><br />cannot simply put billion, later it's Rupia how ?!<br /><br />wtf wtf.<br /><br />imma end this post with wtf. <br /><br />will continue if have the mood.Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6505229162215768425.post-68383166601946587332010-02-17T05:06:00.000-08:002010-02-17T05:13:28.043-08:00CNY postHEY gong hei fatt choi !
<br />time flies ok. i feel like i'm aging so quickly now. especially when you decided to get married, you would feel that you have suddenly grown so much within a few nights.
<br />ish. Everyone is telling me there's so much to do for your wedding, but i can't feel that yet.
<br />To be really honest... since young i've attended so many wedding dinner, and i found that most of the brides look very unhappy one...
<br />now i kinda understand why. hmm... i think they might not have their dream wedding, as in everything is in others' control. it's not like their own wedding kinda thing.
<br />hmm... i really really feel envious for those who got their garden wedding/ wedding held at seaside so romantic ho.
<br />
<br />i might appear to be one of those unhappy brides too :<
<br />Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6505229162215768425.post-15165382144492348542010-02-08T08:16:00.001-08:002010-02-08T08:33:08.287-08:00Lost.Have you ever feel like you have lost the motivation to keep on going?<br />Like, you don't know what you're living for. <br />Like, you don't give a damn shit about anything.<br />you know my mind fluctuates too quickly that sometimes i impress myself. wtf.<br />i always know i'm a greedy person. <br />i'm a very materialistic person. I believe in quality and quantity. wtf.<br />i believe more is better wtf.<br />When the world is revolving, i find myself slowly losing track of what's happening around. I always have ameter in my heart to measure everything. But now it seems that the measurement is no longer measurable. <br />I don't know if people believe in horoscope, but i always think that how those paper explained about Libra truly reflects who i am. (e.g beauty wtf, no i'm kidding, KAY)<br /><br />haihz. <br /><br />i am pampered since i was very little.<br />i got whatever that i wanted. literally. because i have a dad that finds me lovable despite my bad temper and stubbornness. haihz i feel so sorry for my parents to have a kid lik me seriously wtf. but haihz, i'll slowly make up for that ok, i swear.<br /><br />and now i stated to earn money/working.<br />then i find that, ops. that lil money jz cannot afford my luxurious lifestyle.<br />HOW. can die.<br />so yup, i don't go to high class salon anymore.<br />i look for the cheapest salon possible. (price cheap only ok)<br />i no longer use bodyshop'a body shampoo (not until recently, UK sell cheap ma wtf)<br />i cut down my frequency of pedicure. i no longer buy expensive mascara T___T<br />i only buy clothes when they were on sale.<br />............ and i'm so not happy abt that.<br />sigh.<br /><br />and now i feel that i find myself a very stingy husband.<br />haih.<br />so feel lik crying.<br />i know i should not ask too much.<br />but sigh, u know seeing people who got sponsor from bf/their man, i get jealous too ok.<br />for one chinese new year ppl can jz buy 15 sets of clothes, 15 SETS u know. not pieces. then went for spa/hairdo/mani pedi wat so ever. jz for CNY.<br />anniversary got gift. CARTIER ring. anniversary only lo. valentine's day got rolex.<br />college student only lorrr..........<br />haihzzzzzzzzz..........<br /><br />i think i'm gonna get my diamond as our wedding band.<br />go bali for honeymoon la.<br />mahfuker.<br />dun wanna get married edi. no mood ar.<br />bye.Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6505229162215768425.post-12090561648639309812010-02-01T04:58:00.000-08:002010-02-01T05:14:51.042-08:00WeddingYup. everyone should know it by now.<br />I'm getting married <3. God knows how long i've been waiting for this day to come. But when it comes. I still find it unbelivable.<br />Getting married is all abt money.<br />Been looking for the best wedding bands. They cost up to 15k for a pair.<br />It's really killing me man !<br />so bloody expensive.<br />But now everything is not set.<br />Date comes 1st, then venue, then guest list. <br />Wedding pictures, honeymoon. Whether i should go get a couture for wedding dress anot ? teehee. arh ! wedding rocks.Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6505229162215768425.post-85656441629774745352010-01-22T17:55:00.000-08:002010-01-22T17:57:14.866-08:00Overdued.hi there ~<br />i know it's kinda late to announce this.<br />but yea.... i'm back form the trip wtf.<br />and also, engaged.<br />*gasp* *awww~~ *<br />i know. <br />that was a total surprise. <br />sorry no pics yet. too lazy to transfer.<br />will update soon when i have the mood teehee.Unknownnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6505229162215768425.post-20877363091615961102009-12-21T03:38:00.000-08:002009-12-21T03:44:00.210-08:00Greetings from UKhey peps ! greetings from UK yo !!<br />weather here is so damn cold ! but not cold until can die k wtf<br />i like this place except that it's full of ciggs smell :< uek<br />ok so long for now, can't update much as i haven really started exploring around.<br />jet lag wtf !<br />slept at 6 am uk time. and then didn't sleep soundly but woke up at 9 am T__T<br />ish.<br />using hte macbook actually, seriously not user friendly lo k.<br />i think it tries not to be like windows. that's why it's so hard to use right.<br />but i like its keypad <3<br />so addictive i jz feel like typing it forever ~~<br />ok grocery shopping later !<br />can't afford to eat outside for every meals<br />dirt cheap if you don't convert to RM la.<br />taaa ~~Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6505229162215768425.post-20416774083145661722009-12-17T09:10:00.000-08:002009-12-17T16:44:27.490-08:00ops.HEY !!! peeps ~ sorry been MIA for a while.<br />arh haven really updated since i started working aye ?<br />omg i jz gotta say i'm in love with this company.<br />The management is nice, cool, fun. <br />The colleagues are friendly, humble, i think. <br />and they are so generous !!! <br />jz came back from company dinner actually. teehee.<br />they gave away cash voucher and door gift upon arrival !<br />then got lucky draw ~ u wouldn't believe what i've got !!!!!!<br />iiiiiiiIIIPOD !! wtf !<br />i've nv been so lucky one lo, besides getting william to fall in love with me,<br />this is the 2d luckiest thing i've encounter wtf hahahahahhaha<br />and europe is awaiting for me, waving at me !!<br />OMG i'm so so so excited !!!<br />anyone in europe let's meet up wtf <3<br />ok ciaoUnknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6505229162215768425.post-72225095020013450632009-12-04T06:47:00.000-08:002009-12-04T06:50:16.068-08:00HeyzBeen missing for a while :> how art thou ?<br />hehehehehhehe<br />i must say working is fun !<br />people in the office are generally nice :)<br />boss is damn cool...<br />met a photographing maniac there ! hoping to learn more things from him !!!<br />and arr..... u can leave whenever the jobs are done !!! damn cool right ?<br />eheehehhee....<br />aw this job is too cool !!<br />3 weeks away from europe !<br />any orders girls ?Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6505229162215768425.post-2122459254348735692009-11-28T17:47:00.001-08:002009-11-28T20:14:04.419-08:00Another SundayWalaoooooo man....<br />time flies ! and it's now sunday already !!! can you believe it ? no i cannot !<br />which means... my europe trip is getting nearer !!!!!<br />so excited i'm gonna faint liao....<br />ok this trip is kinda gan zeong... becz i don't speak their language. e.g. France.<br />i sacred i get lost in the cities and cannot find my way back *touchwood* and then noone can help me becz they can't understand me !<br />i can only say bonjour wtf wtf.<br />so these weeks have been quite a romantic weekends la... teeheee... not bad kinda lik it when you have some personal moment. <3<br />but i have weird dreams last night... damn i hate that kinda dreams...<br />dreaming that my couple friends fought... wtf fought in my dream ! go away already <br />then i got damn pissed.<br />ish... dun like ler... i'm already not a happy person, in dream oso i have to get pissed. wtf.<br />really wanna bug me liddat meh !!!!<br /><br />so i'm trying to sort out a routine in Italy la... Venice is a must go.<br />but scared very cold ler wtf.<br />then i wanna go... Florence, Milan, Rome...<br />duno got time anot... i think we got lik 5 days in italy.<br />ish ish ~<br />hope this trip can be a perfectly planned one.<br /><br />can't wait for the day that i can actually shout out loud... u know the here i come phrase. teehee ~<br />miss me peps :><br />bcz i miss u all.<br />ta !Unknownnoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6505229162215768425.post-28708114605524996652009-11-24T06:31:00.001-08:002009-11-28T17:47:01.829-08:00oHaizhey peps... ! *waving frantically*<br />aww i'm so sleepy...<br />i heart working... it makes me feel lik i've used my brain,<br />but bcz i've not been using it for a while,<br />there were few moments where i blanked out abit<br />and can't seem to understand what people were talking.<br />ok i believe i will become the world fastest typist.<br />because this work jz require loads and loads of typing.<br />kinda enjoy the learning process.<br />ppl there are generally nice, haven sense any politics jz yet.<br />*fingers crossed*<br /><br />so i had a wonderful weekend, went Bird Park to try out photoshooting.<br />wanna go more more and MORE place to take pics.<br />but oh well...i gotta say, my skills sucks.<br />few pics for ur view hehe.<br />i think it's better not to shop and watch movie only, go and hang around this kinda places. :> it can be fun.<br /><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiL500ebbeYPPRmGaIyT8mqGDmGYuSJCp_VIWwp8_DLNdzJVeCioBKchqGt5tvT-8iljMsOaAwqsh4qlWR4RwSlyKxXgT3AwNZO8P6sbhhzVQOu1yyiVfcyUOr9-C1_YPosJjtCodi_iyRG/s1600/IMG_0831.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 214px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiL500ebbeYPPRmGaIyT8mqGDmGYuSJCp_VIWwp8_DLNdzJVeCioBKchqGt5tvT-8iljMsOaAwqsh4qlWR4RwSlyKxXgT3AwNZO8P6sbhhzVQOu1yyiVfcyUOr9-C1_YPosJjtCodi_iyRG/s320/IMG_0831.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5407679947794093746" /></a><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiaHuwx2LY-4RKvmTiO-vbXYstbJ3vP5KAE7O5RZNdemZscLQ1dZ1XjbzO5owMY5e29xcQxV_ki06oFo-4C0jErViSo-CBFuT2S4a2bekyV9DCNgwBIFXaUu1Zj02vyg4Yf6yELdeArNYry/s1600/IMG_0699.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 214px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiaHuwx2LY-4RKvmTiO-vbXYstbJ3vP5KAE7O5RZNdemZscLQ1dZ1XjbzO5owMY5e29xcQxV_ki06oFo-4C0jErViSo-CBFuT2S4a2bekyV9DCNgwBIFXaUu1Zj02vyg4Yf6yELdeArNYry/s320/IMG_0699.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5407679935932107778" /></a><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEglRBOEEuiHiGJj0QAPKixEVvhkxfVctjfpxFrD5kxARg8t2RqbrT-lkJKq23ikmbG42lVgKGtjTr9tONcFx3X8QoEY4-VIYRn3RgX2oMUM2WjdcDJS34eyxhFma_FnM6iFilC41sVKhImB/s1600/IMG_0781.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 214px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEglRBOEEuiHiGJj0QAPKixEVvhkxfVctjfpxFrD5kxARg8t2RqbrT-lkJKq23ikmbG42lVgKGtjTr9tONcFx3X8QoEY4-VIYRn3RgX2oMUM2WjdcDJS34eyxhFma_FnM6iFilC41sVKhImB/s320/IMG_0781.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5407679927369528754" /></a><br /><em></em><em></em><br /><br />boifren was super lovely kay, willing to bring me there. <br />sacrifice his nap.<br />i'm so pampered. <3<br />mayb going there on every weekend wtf hahahha.Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6505229162215768425.post-45852455075436965662009-11-17T07:43:00.001-08:002009-11-17T07:57:13.491-08:002 updates in a day !hey yo so in a talking mood but no one to chat with right now.<br />jz came back from a birthay celebration.<br />dinner @ Nagomi/Nagoya/Na-whatever<br />food are nice :)<br />and quite reasonable !!<br />eh it's really worth trying ler, with HSBC credit card you can even enjoy a 15% discount for meat muahhaha. i love surprises ~<br />5 of us dined in only RM142 !!!!!<br />wow ~ hoho. <br />they have brances in Jln Yap Kuan Seng, Jaya One and Hartamas shopping center :)<br />picture later.<br /><br />i think i made a bright decision not to spill everything<br />cz it seems that everything is fine today :><br />i think often my thought was restrained so that i was thinking in a negative way<br />when i din really mean it.<br />hehe. <br />well actually, sharing camera is not a bad thing afterall.<br />u get to capture the beautiful side of a person :)<br />and heck, that makes me happy too ~<br />good nightUnknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6505229162215768425.post-18416471041296043662009-11-16T20:59:00.000-08:002009-11-16T21:02:00.460-08:00fathaihz. i know i have repeated this a hundred times. <br />but i really don't know what am i gonna do with it.<br />why ppl eat and i also eat. but i would become lik this one.<br />uber fat ok.<br />i gained so much weight that noone can ever recognize me T___T fml fml<br />haihz.<br />boifriend has been complaining on me gaining weight ever since.<br />ok, totally my fault.<br />gonna lose 5 kgs b4 i go UK.<br />actually i'm jz praying to god wtf.<br />jz lemme lose 5 kgs by miracle.Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6505229162215768425.post-81587033792920580942009-11-13T17:15:00.000-08:002009-11-13T17:26:28.632-08:00Earlygood morning everyone, it's 9.15 am now. a saturday.<br />well i have to say i'm not an early person. <br />but whenever there's something stucked in my mind, i can never sleep well.<br />considering i slept at 3am this morning and wake up at 7am. <br />that's hell too lil for someone lik me T___T<br />so everyone should have known about the zero fare promotion from Air Asia right.<br />Just when everyone is so crazy over it, i'm beginning to have hatred towards them.<br />So tricky can.<br />they charged u zero fare but it's on some random shiatty dates, <br />and then so long more to go, and then and then the worse part is the rate change like the share market value, few minutes ago i was still looking at the rate, and then suddenly i refresh and the rate is NO MORE T___T<br />wtf. <br />damn gan zeong booking for air asia.<br />so my friend called and suggested we went Langkawi cz apparently there's this zero flight thing and we paid 0 fare. <br />would u believe if it's only 30 bucks for 2 persons?<br />i wouldn't lo.<br />and in fact, IT IS IMPOSSIBLE lo<br />there's so many hidden charges ok.<br />tax is cheap nvm, then when u pick seat they charge u, insurance they charge u, luggage they charge u.<br />so over all minimum pay is still over 50 per person.<br />ish.<br />some ppl are jz naive.<br />some ppl jz always sit back and comment, no ideas but alot of opposals.<br />some ppl can nv bother to be left out.<br />some ppl only know to think of themselves.<br />some ppl nv bother to contribute a lil.<br />some ppl only knows to sit back and get angry.<br />some ppl jz pissed the hell out of me.<br /><br />and u know what. i'm no longer the me b4.<br />i won't tell u everything to your face.<br />cz i'm so tired.<br />of needig to apologise and beg for forgiveness.<br />when apparently both parties oso at fault.<br />mayb it's jz me who think it that way.<br />but why oh why some ppl can jz fight and then patch back so easily<br />........ but it's nv been me.<br />air asia sucks la.<br />called to customer service 25 minutes and only operator talking to me.<br />then when i finally get to a real person, she asked me to leave my detail and call back within 24 hours. wtf.Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6505229162215768425.post-43755606628147808712009-11-11T06:03:00.000-08:002009-11-16T21:38:11.871-08:00Confession of a Shopaholicsok i have sinned.<br />i bought the canon 1000D. i know i promised to save up.<br />despite the stage of no income.'<br />i still spend like i were a millionaire.<br />but i think it's worth it.<br />at least i haven regret owning it.<br />but what i dun really like is, some ppl dun have to spend a single cent, dun have to carry a single minute of the oh so heavy camera...<br />get to enjoy pretty pics and play with my brand new camera.<br />they would go like "hey bring along ur camera ba, i'm addicted to it already"<br />...............................<br />mayb i'm not generous enough to share my everything.<br />oh, spare me. <br />i have too many things which i don't like already.Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6505229162215768425.post-84076508242236449032009-11-03T19:59:00.000-08:002009-11-03T20:23:31.525-08:00Designers' Brandso talking about this.<br />I have been stuffing myself with dramas and food lately.<br />Gossip girl is one of the it shows that i have been long to watch.<br />I didn't have any access to it then.<br />But lately thanks to pps.tv i get to indulge myself with dramas to pass my meaningless life yay.<br /><br />*haih this is getting so mafan everytime i have to backspace wtf and cahnge to yay, wtf*<br /><br />and i'm so surprise that i can name so many bags that the girls used in the show.<br />and it kinda freak me, because that also mean my instinct is getting out of me.<br />materialistic.<br />thank you.<br />those are all the bags that i can't afford. at least now.<br />people don't use Gucci nor LV.<br />I'm not trying to be a hypocrite or something,<br />but seriously i'm quite sick of everything getting a LV and Gucci on street these days.<br />go to the mall and u can spot at least 19865845 ppl carrying a LV speedy or neverfull.<br />worse, some even carry a replica.<br />gotta respect their courage tho.<br />i used to tell ppl i would buy a slightly more expensive handbag becz i am fond of their quality.<br />but now i'm not sure anymore.<br />i think my chin was higher when i carry a bag that u can name the band and walk into a shop.<br />sigh.<br />hypocrite hypocrite hypocrite.<br />ok i admit some of the LV and Gucci are nice. <br />i said i'm sick of ppl getting the same bag doesn't mean i don't like it.<br />and i might carry one in later days.<br />who knows. <br /><br />all the while i think Jimmy Choo is doing a great job on the Cluth/wallet.<br />his design is young, sophisticated aiya donch know how to describe but it's the way i like it.<br /><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj28nuMa__lZw3PZZ8Lml8K-mzFosLjdpj7tk0cXDqkluF6x_ISLk6e2oyZR1WdoHxt0vPOLgPWbJx8mPVgVNS-KkBnfU8a3OeIWR4HHjgvEhLsixET0MEkpIbYMZIWiiSPPjOQjDW__lOg/s1600-h/jimmy-choo-filipa-wallet-500x337.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 216px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj28nuMa__lZw3PZZ8Lml8K-mzFosLjdpj7tk0cXDqkluF6x_ISLk6e2oyZR1WdoHxt0vPOLgPWbJx8mPVgVNS-KkBnfU8a3OeIWR4HHjgvEhLsixET0MEkpIbYMZIWiiSPPjOQjDW__lOg/s320/jimmy-choo-filipa-wallet-500x337.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5400098313490012578" /></a><br />Filipa Wallet *drools*<br />ok la don't care if it's last season's cz i clearly donch know about this<br />i live in a country with no seasons. hokay.<br />haihz...<br />and MiuMiu<br />donch worry i'm just DROOLING over them.<br />i won't have the money to buy them la ok.<br />they are my motivation to earn.<br />ta.Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6505229162215768425.post-39824948200195522262009-11-03T04:14:00.000-08:002009-11-03T04:45:44.877-08:00CanonNo it's not about Canon D. i'm not that literate. really.<br />Lately i don't know why, i become so obsessed with camera. <br />and it's not just some camera, it's SLR.<br />not only that, I also have a thing for blackberry.<br />haihzz.<br />donch know. i'm living like a millionaire wtf.ok i know control.<br />i'm doing it now, i'm just saying.<br />but... oh.... look at this baybeeee.....<br /><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgTZ45zsK7DcZC6dnDPsl5WbIKle3kzkqWkI6Lw-ZnBIWpEavVEXlZrkpnvQbsMrKI6kVt_B9omAYBDG0pkSjmTkxviBHuojMvk5M2eoqlgzIVz53sNJrm13ZXycuTlCpk0QbHjlpxqe9AL/s1600-h/canon-eos1000d_is.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 266px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgTZ45zsK7DcZC6dnDPsl5WbIKle3kzkqWkI6Lw-ZnBIWpEavVEXlZrkpnvQbsMrKI6kVt_B9omAYBDG0pkSjmTkxviBHuojMvk5M2eoqlgzIVz53sNJrm13ZXycuTlCpk0QbHjlpxqe9AL/s320/canon-eos1000d_is.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5399857222832615234" /></a><br /><br />hmmmm............. any better suggestion?Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6505229162215768425.post-57150469784526267242009-10-23T06:53:00.000-07:002009-10-31T23:17:44.314-07:00i feel like i'm nthi think right at the beginning...<br />i'm already a failure.<br />because i always plan so far.<br />and the plans never go how i want them to be.<br /><br />WHY !<br /><br />no fancy pictures....<br />no fancy outings......<br />my life is so dull<br />lifeless<br />damn it i jz feel lik i wanna die.<br />FUCK THIS SHIT.<br />i hope i can start everything over again.Unknownnoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6505229162215768425.post-55833071939557112562009-10-17T03:03:00.000-07:002009-10-31T23:15:16.711-07:00Interviewso <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">i'm</span> very active in finding jobs again.<br />reason being, i don't think <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">i'm</span> really that capable to run my own business <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">wtf</span>.<br />the other day i went for an interview with Citibank.<br />sigh, another <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">chinese</span> speaking work place.<br />i wonder if it's all fate.<br />why do all <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4">english</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_5">ppl</span> get to work with <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_6">english</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_7">ppl</span>.<br />and <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_8">ppl</span> like me would <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_9">jz</span> have a <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_10">cina</span> speaking work place ?<br />i need someone to enlighten my <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_11">English</span> ma.<br /><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_12">hmm</span>, so talking about the interview, that was actually a sales position.<br /><span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_13">Internet</span> credit card sales.<br /><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_14">haih</span>, sales is not my thing, but they said min is up to 3K a month.<br />quite tempting but u have to talk till your tongue rots everyday <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_15">ler</span>.<br />and with very high risk of getting scolded.<br /><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_16">becz</span> you would always annoy the hell out of <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_17">ppl</span>.<br />not sure if wanna take that job <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_18">anot</span>.<br />it's so far eh. and you know the traffic in KL. being stuck in the traffic jam everyday is not funny.<br /><br />happy <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_19">deepavali</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_20">ppl</span>.<br /><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_21">arh</span> those art thing is so nice.<br />i like the color and the <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_22">blings</span>.<br /><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_23">haihz</span>. kinda regretted to go UK eh.<br />gotta spent so much there, so <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_24">i'm</span> now very constraint with the spending,<br />don;t like :(<br />it's sales everywhere and i can't buy a thing !!<br />yer !<br />YER !!!!!<br />i hate that feeling when <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_25">i'm</span> broke.<br /><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_26">ok</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_27">citibank</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_28">mayb</span> i should go to you <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_29">wtf</span>.<br />hehehhe....<br />the reason why i'm updating this blog so often is<br />yea, firstly damn free.<br />holiday and my boifrend only knows to sleep !!!! so pissed ar !!!!<br />he edi slept till 11am today ok. now still sleep.<br />damn i wan a new boyfriend i mean it ! so sian hokay.<br />fuck it i'm so annoyed i don't know what exactly i'm pissed of.<br />secondly,<br />i'm very in love with this new keyboard.<br />it's kinda like a macbook's keyboard for desktop heheh<br />i like i like i like.<br />that's why i keep on typing with it. hoho.<br />other day i tried to connect this keyboard to my lappie and do the typing hahaha<br />yea i'm so addicted liddat.<br />very stupid indeed.<br />hehe.<br />ciao ~<br />watching cloudy with a change of meatballs tonite !<br />hope it's nice hehhehe.<br />3D yo !!Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6505229162215768425.post-21085948556716284102009-10-15T02:32:00.000-07:002009-10-31T23:17:44.314-07:00Growing upsome people said, hey look <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_0" class="blsp-spelling-error">groing</span> up is not as scary as it seems to be<br />well others might say, i don't wanna grow up, studying is honeymoon period in <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_1" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">everyone</span> life.<br />i hate to say this, but <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_2" class="blsp-spelling-error">i'm</span> beginning to see things as how it is right now.<br />sorry to say this post would be another gloomy Belle's pattern entry <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_3" class="blsp-spelling-error">yay</span>.<br /><br />as time passed by, you get to experience with <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_4" class="blsp-spelling-error">alot</span> of things, and that lessons that you've learned from there, is a process of growing. it's impossible that you have learned nothing.<br />there is a saying, there is no story not worth listening.<br />i cannot agree more.<br />even <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_5" class="blsp-spelling-error">i've</span> worked a short while in <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_6" class="blsp-spelling-error">compumed</span> this kinda stupid company, i learned about how to pick the right boss as well.<br />learned things about labour law, how to protect yourself from wicked HR.<br />and most importantly, i started to think about responsibility.<br />think about what and where i want myself to be.<br />this process is surely tough, and it <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_7" class="blsp-spelling-error">ain't</span> easy.<br />for people like me, i would say <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_8" class="blsp-spelling-error">i'm</span> well protected, in term of you know, economically.<br />i never need to worry about money.<br />not saying i come from a wealthy family, but well i manage to get more than i need.<br />but today, i think <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_9" class="blsp-spelling-error">i'm</span> kinda <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_10" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">contaminated</span>.<br />as in, <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_11" class="blsp-spelling-error">i've</span> become so brand <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_12" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">conscious</span>.<br />i feel like, hey i want to get a bag that people could call it by names, and damn i want to get that designer's brand to wear on.<br />and that's what is way beyond i could afford. and at age of 23, it would be so shameful to get money from dad already.<br />i wanna make a wish list. by age of 30 i wish i would be making annual income of well "240000K"<br /><span id="SPELLING_ERROR_13" class="blsp-spelling-error">muahhahahhahaha</span>.<br />which is after deducting my luxurious expenses e.g make up, skin care, facial, gym, entertainment, traveling, charity, sponsoring parents to trip etc <3<br /><br /><span id="SPELLING_ERROR_14" class="blsp-spelling-error">ok</span> so where am i again ?<br />oh <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_15" class="blsp-spelling-error">i'm</span> sorry talking about growing up,<br /><span id="SPELLING_ERROR_16" class="blsp-spelling-error">i'm</span> very aware that people around are so ambitious.<br />so ambitious until i feel that they are making friends with purpose.<br />like, it's not purely friendship thing anymore.<br />it frighten me, <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_17" class="blsp-spelling-error">becz</span> i feel <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_18" class="blsp-spelling-error">lik</span> <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_19" class="blsp-spelling-error">i'm</span> very innocent kinda <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_20" class="blsp-spelling-error">ppl</span>.<br /><span id="SPELLING_ERROR_21" class="blsp-spelling-error">mayb</span> <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_22" class="blsp-spelling-error">i'm</span> obsessed with the <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_23" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">boundary</span> thing. crap, like if i called my friends for a date, and i'm not suppose to mention anything about money, or business. that's not right.<br /><br />ish.<br />i'm making this so complicated.<br />what i was trying to say is, i don't like making friends with a purpose.<br />and i really don't like people who approach other with purpose.<br />i'm very extreme is these cases<br />1. i would be very inferior when you don't wish to friend me, cz i would think i'm so worthless.<br />2. i would be very disgusted by your attitute when i know you wanna friend me for a purpose.<br /><br />u know what... i'm really a sensitive person.<br />i used to be so proud, so proud that i'm right in all senses.<br />but today i regret so much on who i used to be.<br />now i jz need to get rid of the damn pounds, and get my social network back to life.Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6505229162215768425.post-84774641089921405902009-10-13T06:30:00.000-07:002009-10-31T23:17:44.314-07:00How the HellARH !<br />hi, been a while since i last updated yea ?<br />........<br />........................<br />..................................<br />..........................................<br />well, thought for a while and really, there is nth to be updated.<br />jz some same old crap that u don't wanna hear me brag abt it.<br />like seriously.<br />arh ok la, hey<br />at least i updated more often then the rest. huhuhu.<br />lik u know michelletehtiffanysohmingziandvernmay<br />which then reminds me of... how they are being busy wit work wtf.<br />i'm so screwed !<br />bah.Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6505229162215768425.post-70883993214271558272009-10-06T01:46:00.000-07:002009-10-31T23:15:16.732-07:00so cutearh so cute my new layout <3<br />hello it's me again !<br />hahha being quite active lately !<br />so today Travis Ng went back to UK la, flight at 9 am. i'm gonna see him in 2 months time !<br />so excited hahaha.<br />teehee not excited cz i'm gonna see him again, but the trip with ze boifriend ! arh ~<br />romance here i come.<br />i told him let's get married in France.<br />loser, i think this is the n times i proposed to him already.<br />yea i'm so shameless liddat. yay.<br />really need to save up for the trip.<br />hehe<br />arh talking abt the e-shop, i'm all geared up, but can't launch it yet<br />becz i have totally no idea how to use that bloody photoshop ouch !<br />feeling damn noob<br />trial and error hor, liddat oso doesn't work and it's killing me now !<br /><br />so i've jz celebrated my 23rd birthday :)<br />with my beloved friends.<br />i feel very insignificant to my family cz they nv celebrate birthday for me T____T<br />thanks to lao ma, chiad, ck, huey syg. they really shined my birthday.<br />and of cz my dearest bunch of lengs ~ Tiffuhni Sorh, Zizizi, Michelle the zyenn, Vern.<br />muuah ~ loveeeeeeeeee u all<br />hehehe.<br />cake is so lovely !!! i like it so much !<br />and tadaaaaaaa<br />very rare, cz i'm posting up picchas !<br />oh well mayb not, connection too slow edi.<br />hehehhe.<br />next time maybe woohoo ~Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6505229162215768425.post-22099826811480525292009-09-27T22:48:00.000-07:002009-10-31T23:15:16.739-07:00Missy Nail at One U sucks big timehi blog, itz me again.<br />wanted to blog this and warn everyone not to go there.<br />so talking abt manicure and pedicure, it has been long that i haven have my fingers and toes done pretty pretty, and i suddenly felt like it. so the boifriend and i randomly went one u and walked in to <span style="font-size:180%;">Missy Nail</span>. the girls were sitting there chatting and no clients were seen when i got in. then i asked if they had free slot to do mani and pedi they looked very reluctant.<br />like, u wan do then do dun wan den bye that kinda face yay.<br />fine.<br />the pedi girl was pissing me off becz for the many years of experience i have nv been instructed to put my legs here and there.<br />she was literally pad my legs and point to the sink, or to the towel. <span style="font-size:180%;">pad and point. pad and point</span>. apply lotion SIMPLY apply no rub no massage.<br />wtf. i know i know. but this is so annoying i cannot refrain from using <span style="font-size:180%;"><strong>wtf wtf wtf</strong></span> !<br />super lan si her tone !<br />name tag there written <strong><span style="font-size:180%;">JANICE.</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;">be warned.</span></strong><br />and then it was my mani, which was done by another girl, and she <strong>cut my nail bed, and it bleed</strong>. ehem. sharp pain i felt.<br />then she said <strong>oh ur skin very thin</strong>.<br />.......................................<br />for so many times, this was the 1st time i was cut and bleed ! wtf<br />mahfuhka.<br />so conclusion,<br /><span style="font-size:180%;">donch go.</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;"></span>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6505229162215768425.post-20157100813287267382009-09-25T22:29:00.000-07:002009-10-31T23:15:16.746-07:00holymollyi <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">jz</span> realized i <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">donch</span> know how to make a new post via the new layout T______T<br /><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">ish</span>, i think <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">i'm</span> super low tech and should <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4">jz</span> die in front of the computer <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_5">yay</span> (<span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_6">refering</span> to my previous post, <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_7">imma</span> change all the <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_8">wtfs</span> to <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_9">yays</span>)<br />so how is everyone doing lately, it's alright u can ignore this question my social network is so narrow i <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_10">beleive</span> i have met my <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_11">whole world </span>last night at<strong> soul out</strong> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_12">yay</span>.<br />i realize that my <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_13">English</span> is so deteriorated and it scared the hell out of me so today i decided to write up something in <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_14">English</span>, hence this post is up. <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_15">yay</span>.<br /><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_16">hmm</span> let's see what could be the content of this lame post<br />maybe <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_17">i'll</span> talk <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_18">abt</span> how to start own business <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_19">yay</span> ?<br /><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_20">i'm</span> becoming a <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_21">entrepreneur wei</span><br /><span class="blsp-spelling-corrected">and i'm so stressed and scared. it's not even funny.</span><br /><span class="blsp-spelling-corrected">imagine the stress.</span><br /><span class="blsp-spelling-corrected">it's not jz sitting for an exam.</span><br /><span class="blsp-spelling-corrected">we're talking abt a business, woosh. anyway i still think i'm too green for this, with no experience.</span><br /><span class="blsp-spelling-corrected">only 4 limbs one fat body and an almost empty brain.</span><br /><span class="blsp-spelling-corrected">what can i do big ?</span><br /><span class="blsp-spelling-corrected">haihzzzzz.</span><br /><span class="blsp-spelling-corrected">zong zi it's not easy.</span><br /><span class="blsp-spelling-corrected">and the interior designer is seriously making BIG money i tell u.</span><br /><span class="blsp-spelling-corrected">BIG.</span><br /><span class="blsp-spelling-corrected">come to think of it, mayb i should jz use that amount of money and get some interior designing cert, then i'll make it big yay. </span><br /><span class="blsp-spelling-corrected">arh, lately so many ppl getting married.</span><br /><span class="blsp-spelling-corrected">i wan oso.</span><br /><span class="blsp-spelling-corrected">but mainly is becz i donch wanna stay at this place.</span><br /><span class="blsp-spelling-corrected">haihz.</span><br /><span class="blsp-spelling-corrected">sometimes i feel lik i have tones of u know..dark dark secrets.</span><br /><span class="blsp-spelling-corrected">i jz am not satisfied with my life now.</span><br /><span class="blsp-spelling-corrected">yay.</span><br /><span class="blsp-spelling-corrected">end of this post. </span><br /><span class="blsp-spelling-corrected">so what did i say at the beginning of the post ? will be talking abt starting own business right ?</span><br /><span class="blsp-spelling-corrected">yay.</span><br /><span class="blsp-spelling-corrected"></span>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6505229162215768425.post-87765293323714011662009-09-13T00:40:00.000-07:002009-10-31T23:15:16.753-07:00HiAs you can see i have a new layout now yay.<br />I think from now onwards i should change my wtf to yay or wat-so-ever<br />geez.<br />it has been almost 2 months that i'm jobless.<br />feel pretty sad about not having any income.<br />but i'm planning on doing own business now.<br />like an e boutique duh.<br />so ppl who love me, support support k.<br /><br />With Love,<br />BelleUnknownnoreply@blogger.com0