CNY post

HEY gong hei fatt choi !
time flies ok. i feel like i'm aging so quickly now. especially when you decided to get married, you would feel that you have suddenly grown so much within a few nights.
ish. Everyone is telling me there's so much to do for your wedding, but i can't feel that yet.
To be really honest... since young i've attended so many wedding dinner, and i found that most of the brides look very unhappy one...
now i kinda understand why. hmm... i think they might not have their dream wedding, as in everything is in others' control. it's not like their own wedding kinda thing.
hmm... i really really feel envious for those who got their garden wedding/ wedding held at seaside so romantic ho.

i might appear to be one of those unhappy brides too :<

Lost.

Have you ever feel like you have lost the motivation to keep on going?
Like, you don't know what you're living for.
Like, you don't give a damn shit about anything.
you know my mind fluctuates too quickly that sometimes i impress myself. wtf.
i always know i'm a greedy person.
i'm a very materialistic person. I believe in quality and quantity. wtf.
i believe more is better wtf.
When the world is revolving, i find myself slowly losing track of what's happening around. I always have ameter in my heart to measure everything. But now it seems that the measurement is no longer measurable.
I don't know if people believe in horoscope, but i always think that how those paper explained about Libra truly reflects who i am. (e.g beauty wtf, no i'm kidding, KAY)

haihz.

i am pampered since i was very little.
i got whatever that i wanted. literally. because i have a dad that finds me lovable despite my bad temper and stubbornness. haihz i feel so sorry for my parents to have a kid lik me seriously wtf. but haihz, i'll slowly make up for that ok, i swear.

and now i stated to earn money/working.
then i find that, ops. that lil money jz cannot afford my luxurious lifestyle.
HOW. can die.
so yup, i don't go to high class salon anymore.
i look for the cheapest salon possible. (price cheap only ok)
i no longer use bodyshop'a body shampoo (not until recently, UK sell cheap ma wtf)
i cut down my frequency of pedicure. i no longer buy expensive mascara T___T
i only buy clothes when they were on sale.
............ and i'm so not happy abt that.
sigh.

and now i feel that i find myself a very stingy husband.
haih.
so feel lik crying.
i know i should not ask too much.
but sigh, u know seeing people who got sponsor from bf/their man, i get jealous too ok.
for one chinese new year ppl can jz buy 15 sets of clothes, 15 SETS u know. not pieces. then went for spa/hairdo/mani pedi wat so ever. jz for CNY.
anniversary got gift. CARTIER ring. anniversary only lo. valentine's day got rolex.
college student only lorrr..........
haihzzzzzzzzz..........

i think i'm gonna get my diamond as our wedding band.
go bali for honeymoon la.
mahfuker.
dun wanna get married edi. no mood ar.
bye.

Wedding

Yup. everyone should know it by now.
I'm getting married <3. God knows how long i've been waiting for this day to come. But when it comes. I still find it unbelivable.
Getting married is all abt money.
Been looking for the best wedding bands. They cost up to 15k for a pair.
It's really killing me man !
so bloody expensive.
But now everything is not set.
Date comes 1st, then venue, then guest list.
Wedding pictures, honeymoon. Whether i should go get a couture for wedding dress anot ? teehee. arh ! wedding rocks.