sorry for the french.
but i really hate it lo. i'm so pissed i've been sending emails to Caryl Rusbult asking for permission to use her questionaire and i get no reply. HOW MANY MONTHS ALREADY WTF.
so now how i have to change to another set of questionaire izit.
my lit review did nice nice edi and now i have to change half of it la izit arh !!! i hate u !!!!!
u ruined my life !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wtf wtf.
damn pissed.
i really hate erb lo. i will never let myself get into the field of psychology anymore.
pls !!! i swear every night it gives me nightmare lo.
haihz.
eh nowadays i'm so into blogging i duno why muahhaha perhaps i'm so bored at home and i have nth better to do. lifeless uni student wtf !!! i would be so regret for wasting my youth like that i swear.
this morning i thought of some interesting topic to blog abt one but i forgot what izit.
so nevermind that.
that aside, i think i need a new labtop. laptop ?
wtf !!!! i should have work harder to practice my spelling already damn sad can.
i think it's infected with virus but my expired pc-cilin can't detect the bloody new virus.
whahahha too kiam siap to spend on anti virus.
especially for IE, when i tried to open a new tab, den it would jz close down itself.
poof. just like that.
everyhting that i'm viewing, gone.
WITHOUT ASKING FOR MY PERMISSION
@(*$#*)$*)(Q*#($#*
damn which ever it is.
arh !!!!!!!!
eh HP had been working with Vivienne Tam (some famous Fashion Designiner) and just launched a new one laptop, small, and it's RED WTF !!!
i think it's a combinition of fashion and gadget something lik that la.
i wan it :(
my labtop is so slow
i think it's daring me to kill it. wtf.
i shall grant your wish someday.
COOL NAME
Posted in on 1:15 AM by Belle
wa i realized that nowadays ppl like to give themselves TWO freaking names so that that would sound cool.
erm erm like....
Susan Ivy Lim Dong Dong wtf.
at my generation, ppl only tried to get one christian name to be cool.
like Christina Lim. If your name is Lim Zing Zing, hmm not cool. Christina Lim, WOW. wtf.
BUT NOW.
Christina, so what.
Christine Christina only sounds cool wtf !!!!
so i tot of "be-cool-ed" ppl around me.
Tiffany Soh becomes.... Tiffany Tifa Soh WTF AHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH
i have a fetish for names that begin with same alphabert. and i duno how to spell alphebert.
someone corrects me thank you so much wtf.
Ong Zi Zi doens't have a christian name. HOW CAN U R NOT COOL AT ALL WTF AHHAHAHHAHAHAH I KNOW U"RE GONNA KILL ME, BUT NO REALLY I THINK MING ZI IS SUCH A SWEET NAME
but jz to becooled you, i pseudo name you McDonald McZi wtf wa !!!!!
Michelle erm erm HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH suddenly tot of the MIchelle Ba zi Bai Zhu Yenn WTF SO CUTE THE NAME.
erm .....
Vern May
oh she has so many names.
so i would combine both, Kimchi Shy Ng. wtf.
den my self.
Belle.
Belle Belinda Chia wtf.
ok i take back my words la,
having 2 names are not cool at all wtf.
can't you tell i'm BORED !?!!!!!
yeah gathering later !!!!!!! if i look pretty i might upload rare pictures here in this stupid blog.
a ta ta bye a. WTF CAN U TELL I"M TRYING TO SOUND COOL WTF
i'm so annoying.
erm erm like....
Susan Ivy Lim Dong Dong wtf.
at my generation, ppl only tried to get one christian name to be cool.
like Christina Lim. If your name is Lim Zing Zing, hmm not cool. Christina Lim, WOW. wtf.
BUT NOW.
Christina, so what.
Christine Christina only sounds cool wtf !!!!
so i tot of "be-cool-ed" ppl around me.
Tiffany Soh becomes.... Tiffany Tifa Soh WTF AHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH
i have a fetish for names that begin with same alphabert. and i duno how to spell alphebert.
someone corrects me thank you so much wtf.
Ong Zi Zi doens't have a christian name. HOW CAN U R NOT COOL AT ALL WTF AHHAHAHHAHAHAH I KNOW U"RE GONNA KILL ME, BUT NO REALLY I THINK MING ZI IS SUCH A SWEET NAME
but jz to becooled you, i pseudo name you McDonald McZi wtf wa !!!!!
Michelle erm erm HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH suddenly tot of the MIchelle Ba zi Bai Zhu Yenn WTF SO CUTE THE NAME.
erm .....
Vern May
oh she has so many names.
so i would combine both, Kimchi Shy Ng. wtf.
den my self.
Belle.
Belle Belinda Chia wtf.
ok i take back my words la,
having 2 names are not cool at all wtf.
can't you tell i'm BORED !?!!!!!
yeah gathering later !!!!!!! if i look pretty i might upload rare pictures here in this stupid blog.
a ta ta bye a. WTF CAN U TELL I"M TRYING TO SOUND COOL WTF
i'm so annoying.
uncertainties
Posted in on 8:16 PM by Belle
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA
realized that i always talk abt emo emo stuff here.
so tot of beginning of haha and then continue with emo stuff wtf.
ok la, i admit i'm an emo bitch.
today i'm here to talk abt uncetainties.
uncertainties exist when you don't have control over everything that revolves around you.
i think.
uncertainties there are, becasue there is always a *shit forgot what i wanted to say because jz answered a phone call w tf*
nevermind that
conclusion is, nothing is impossible.
be surprised ok.
the locus of control stresses ppl.
why would ppl be stressed when they are preparing to sit for examination.
because they are worrying don't know what questions are coming out, they have no control over it. sadly, TO ME LA, even the lecturer gave tips, it's worries me more because then there would be higher expectation. wtf wtf. damn annoying.
so i think interpersonal relationship also stresses people alot, becasue we have no control over it.
we can't control what ppl think about you.
we can't control the hatred, the likable that we have towards people.
jz lik how i hate the big mouth WTF !!!!
i damn scare got karma now, becz i keep being sarcastic abt ppl's big mouth, so i would have son'daughter with SUPER BIG MOUTH or my mouth grows bigger each day without me realizing it. so when one morning i wake up and look into the mirror and eh can't recognize myself.
omg sorry baby mama really sorry u wtf *ma ma dui lei ng zu* WTF
so the other day when i was glancing through facebook, this big mouth (ok, i will never say BIG MOUTH AFTER THIS but to replace with BM la WTF WTF).
has pictures of everyone which were taken the other day when we hang out.
note that we didn't hang out often because I DON"T LIKE HER. no i hate her, to be exact.
because i simply don't like her behavior attitute personalities charateristic and her mouth WTF.
in short, she is disgusting to me la.
omg i hope she reads this.
and her english is so sad even i would forwn reading it
e,g: how do you describe food which are nice, TASTY MA SO SIMPLE HELLO EVEN A 3 YEARS OLD KNOWS. she wrote there: wa, super taste a.
sigh.
i'm sorry because i hate you.
ok la i know i have no right to laugh at this kinda thing bcz i'm not good myself.
but wat the heck because i hate you la.
omg.
eh WTF WHY DID I DRAG TILL SO FAR AWAY.
the main point is, she uploaded pictures ALMOST immediately after the outing.
which included 2 couple picturs of myself and the other friends' (hope i didn't make it too complicated) obviously i saw those pics la k.
and then jz right after la, i thick face uploaded an album of myself and boi' (in love again)
the couple picture of mine was gone !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
deleted.
jz like shit being flushed !!!!!
and then the other friends' couple pic is still there.
coincident or what ?
hahahahahhahahahah sigh.
omg, now i know, someone who has a BM doesn't mean would have a big heart WTF.
yeah ok at least i shared something interesting here today wtf a new beginning.
hmm... i find that i'm quite good at entertaining myself.
sigh so sad.
ok ok bye bye
i miss everyone.
ok i know only zizi and tiffany read this la.
realized that i always talk abt emo emo stuff here.
so tot of beginning of haha and then continue with emo stuff wtf.
ok la, i admit i'm an emo bitch.
today i'm here to talk abt uncetainties.
uncertainties exist when you don't have control over everything that revolves around you.
i think.
uncertainties there are, becasue there is always a *shit forgot what i wanted to say because jz answered a phone call w tf*
nevermind that
conclusion is, nothing is impossible.
be surprised ok.
the locus of control stresses ppl.
why would ppl be stressed when they are preparing to sit for examination.
because they are worrying don't know what questions are coming out, they have no control over it. sadly, TO ME LA, even the lecturer gave tips, it's worries me more because then there would be higher expectation. wtf wtf. damn annoying.
so i think interpersonal relationship also stresses people alot, becasue we have no control over it.
we can't control what ppl think about you.
we can't control the hatred, the likable that we have towards people.
jz lik how i hate the big mouth WTF !!!!
i damn scare got karma now, becz i keep being sarcastic abt ppl's big mouth, so i would have son'daughter with SUPER BIG MOUTH or my mouth grows bigger each day without me realizing it. so when one morning i wake up and look into the mirror and eh can't recognize myself.
omg sorry baby mama really sorry u wtf *ma ma dui lei ng zu* WTF
so the other day when i was glancing through facebook, this big mouth (ok, i will never say BIG MOUTH AFTER THIS but to replace with BM la WTF WTF).
has pictures of everyone which were taken the other day when we hang out.
note that we didn't hang out often because I DON"T LIKE HER. no i hate her, to be exact.
because i simply don't like her behavior attitute personalities charateristic and her mouth WTF.
in short, she is disgusting to me la.
omg i hope she reads this.
and her english is so sad even i would forwn reading it
e,g: how do you describe food which are nice, TASTY MA SO SIMPLE HELLO EVEN A 3 YEARS OLD KNOWS. she wrote there: wa, super taste a.
sigh.
i'm sorry because i hate you.
ok la i know i have no right to laugh at this kinda thing bcz i'm not good myself.
but wat the heck because i hate you la.
omg.
eh WTF WHY DID I DRAG TILL SO FAR AWAY.
the main point is, she uploaded pictures ALMOST immediately after the outing.
which included 2 couple picturs of myself and the other friends' (hope i didn't make it too complicated) obviously i saw those pics la k.
and then jz right after la, i thick face uploaded an album of myself and boi' (in love again)
the couple picture of mine was gone !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
deleted.
jz like shit being flushed !!!!!
and then the other friends' couple pic is still there.
coincident or what ?
hahahahahhahahahah sigh.
omg, now i know, someone who has a BM doesn't mean would have a big heart WTF.
yeah ok at least i shared something interesting here today wtf a new beginning.
hmm... i find that i'm quite good at entertaining myself.
sigh so sad.
ok ok bye bye
i miss everyone.
ok i know only zizi and tiffany read this la.
random thoughts.
Posted in on 5:38 AM by Belle
Today at group counseling they talked about relationship. romantic relationship of course
but bothers youngster most now huh.
sometimes i'm really amused by young generation, frankly, i think i'm not at that age anymore.
i feel... old.
i don't have the urge to impress ppl of opposite gender/sex.
so that explains my weight gain wtf. self-defense mechanical.
due to confedentiality, i won't disclose the detail that we have talked about,
but the topic itself is very complicated thing.
break up is undeniable very heart-breaking, but life goes on.
i know i'm tlaking like it's easy, but hey i've gone through that too.
but i didn't share a single bit about my story, not because i'm not comfortable of sharing it, just that i really feel it's not necessary.
everyone has a different experience, but after all, only you can help youself.
that's the most important thing.
my experience of breaking up is, i tended to self-pity alot.
i think oh that was the end of the world i jz got dumped by the guy i loved,
when i didn't even know what love is.
it's not jz hugging kissing cuddling buying present kinda thing.
it surely is more in-depth. and i'm sure one will not understand it until they grow up.
i blame it on the slow development of some RANDOM brain neurons wtf.
the point is, people often think that they need help from others when they break up.
they need alot of companion to talk about how sad they are
how terrible the guy was
how they wanted to patch back
how things might work out if they were bla bla bla.
ooh.
if you don't allot yourself to let it go.
it will haunt you forever.
it's painful
but the pain is not forever. imagine, if you were with the wrong guy,
then in the future he would be torturing you until the end of the day wtf.
aiya, duno la, why am i talking all these things here.
jz duno whom to talk to maybe. haha.
oh dear dairy wtf !!!!!
so pathetic one !!!!!!!!!!!!
bye.
but bothers youngster most now huh.
sometimes i'm really amused by young generation, frankly, i think i'm not at that age anymore.
i feel... old.
i don't have the urge to impress ppl of opposite gender/sex.
so that explains my weight gain wtf. self-defense mechanical.
due to confedentiality, i won't disclose the detail that we have talked about,
but the topic itself is very complicated thing.
break up is undeniable very heart-breaking, but life goes on.
i know i'm tlaking like it's easy, but hey i've gone through that too.
but i didn't share a single bit about my story, not because i'm not comfortable of sharing it, just that i really feel it's not necessary.
everyone has a different experience, but after all, only you can help youself.
that's the most important thing.
my experience of breaking up is, i tended to self-pity alot.
i think oh that was the end of the world i jz got dumped by the guy i loved,
when i didn't even know what love is.
it's not jz hugging kissing cuddling buying present kinda thing.
it surely is more in-depth. and i'm sure one will not understand it until they grow up.
i blame it on the slow development of some RANDOM brain neurons wtf.
the point is, people often think that they need help from others when they break up.
they need alot of companion to talk about how sad they are
how terrible the guy was
how they wanted to patch back
how things might work out if they were bla bla bla.
ooh.
if you don't allot yourself to let it go.
it will haunt you forever.
it's painful
but the pain is not forever. imagine, if you were with the wrong guy,
then in the future he would be torturing you until the end of the day wtf.
aiya, duno la, why am i talking all these things here.
jz duno whom to talk to maybe. haha.
oh dear dairy wtf !!!!!
so pathetic one !!!!!!!!!!!!
bye.
hello i'm not dead.
Posted in on 7:20 AM by Belle
yes i'm back. i know. not like anyone is expecting for my update.
jz some blabbling before i go crazy again.
mid term is coming, i'm slacking so seriously it's not even funny.
omg.
i think after this degree, i really really really don't wanna involve in assignments, APA and citations anymore. gosh. it shakens me just by thinking abt it.
i know
in less than 2 months time everything's gonna come to an end.
but i'm so addicted to psp nowadays it's not even funny.
i feel so left out.
all i did were, eat and den lying there playing psp.
so u can imagine i'm getting fatter as days passed by.
haih.
to conclude my life.
it sucks.
i really need to get out of it.
i need some positive power.
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omg.
i seriously need help.
jz some blabbling before i go crazy again.
mid term is coming, i'm slacking so seriously it's not even funny.
omg.
i think after this degree, i really really really don't wanna involve in assignments, APA and citations anymore. gosh. it shakens me just by thinking abt it.
i know
in less than 2 months time everything's gonna come to an end.
but i'm so addicted to psp nowadays it's not even funny.
i feel so left out.
all i did were, eat and den lying there playing psp.
so u can imagine i'm getting fatter as days passed by.
haih.
to conclude my life.
it sucks.
i really need to get out of it.
i need some positive power.
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omg.
i seriously need help.
diet
Posted in on 10:22 PM by Belle
i'm in an extreme need to lose like 10 Kgs.
but i'm craving for maggi mee.
wtf.
ARH !!!!!!!!!!
FOOD HERE I COME.
OH no wait i can't.
OH why am i drooling one.
OH hey arh looks so delicious.
Oh arh wtf imma kill myself. !!!!!!!
but i'm craving for maggi mee.
wtf.
ARH !!!!!!!!!!
FOOD HERE I COME.
OH no wait i can't.
OH why am i drooling one.
OH hey arh looks so delicious.
Oh arh wtf imma kill myself. !!!!!!!
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