i think this should make a really good research topic.
but it's not science.
it's hard, if not impossible to measure, to compare, to make hypothesis, to validate to test the realiabilty so on and so forth.
i might use meta analysis, but that could drive you nuts becauce u will then have no idea of what am i trying to say.
....
sometimes, i feel that when it's not meant to be then it's not.
i think i'm a creepy creature.
i am made up of money. but seriously, without money, how can one survive right.
even if you wanted to plant vege or feed chicken on your own, you would need money to buy soil, to buy fertiliser and so on right.
now i gotta admit i calculate too much. i'm too calculative, and i'm too busybody.
it's so hard to live a happy life like me.
by chance, i visited a blog of an old friend of mine, we lost contact for years, and we are no longer friends.
and her bf treated her very well i would say.
sometimes i would think, becasue i have the strong urge to see beautiful things
and i can't be with someone whom i do not like their physical appearance... i lost chances.
i let go some guys that i might love to spend my whole life with.
i got togehter wth my current bf becasue i adore his face. i'm serious, i even thick skin enough to be friended him when he had a gf back then.
sigh.
i duno, i believe in karma one.
i love new experience, i love surprises i love to try out new things and i like people who are innovative and have vision for future.
i duno how come i never met any friends that could become my BFF..
i started to think it's my problem.
no one is perfect i know.
but i believe that some people could just click so well that they can become BFF
when they have arguements they could talk about it not feeling offensive and defensive.
i am so tired in maintaining friendship.
because i feel that when i disclose too much, people tend to step over the boundary
they do not self-reflect. and i hate that feeling.
i begin to dislike them.
because i think they are wrong and i know they can't take opinion.
they would cry and say i'm mean.
that's how i would feel after sometime when i got really close with someone.
thinking back i really didn't have much close girl friends.
i'm sucha failure.
or my perception is wrong....
close friends don't need to disclose that much to each other
i don't know.
i'm so contradicting i'm afraid i'm gonna be crazy someday.
this is a free flow writing so i'm not thinking appropriately, so do not feel offensive i'm not talking about anyone, i'm jz talking about myself.
and seriously, i love the feeling of being pampered too.
Gerard
Posted in on 5:40 AM by Belle
omg. i'm. so. DEAD.
HOW COME... i tot he left already ?
sei lor.
i still rmb once i went into his office and had this kinda defense with him for PSY303.
and i DIDN"T understand a single questions he asked.
OMG.
ok i give up the 5%.
but i'm so gonne stoned there for 20 minutes.
i know ppl here might be thinking what the crap i'm talking about.
yes, it's the ultimate scary thesis defense.
mine is fallen on the 24th of April.
ngam ngam after Tiffany's soh ultimate big day. wuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhu.
i so wanna cry.
can u pls spare a birthday wish for me huh tiffany soh xiao jie hahahahhahaha.
omg i'm so freaked out !!!!!!!!
and i haven collected back all the questionnaires. ARH.
sei liao. byebye.
HOW COME... i tot he left already ?
sei lor.
i still rmb once i went into his office and had this kinda defense with him for PSY303.
and i DIDN"T understand a single questions he asked.
OMG.
ok i give up the 5%.
but i'm so gonne stoned there for 20 minutes.
i know ppl here might be thinking what the crap i'm talking about.
yes, it's the ultimate scary thesis defense.
mine is fallen on the 24th of April.
ngam ngam after Tiffany's soh ultimate big day. wuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhu.
i so wanna cry.
can u pls spare a birthday wish for me huh tiffany soh xiao jie hahahahhahaha.
omg i'm so freaked out !!!!!!!!
and i haven collected back all the questionnaires. ARH.
sei liao. byebye.
your friendly blogger
Posted in on 8:26 AM by Belle
hello here i am again. bragging about boredom.
hhehehehe in this post. imma not gonna sigh. ok. imma replace with hehe huhu or wuwu. wtf.
becz sigh is not a good word. imma think positively. imma be optimistic.
huhu.
so boring.
only start running research for thesis tmr.
will it be too late?
oh blame it on ERB ok. i damn scare i can't finish it in time.
i have around one month time.
huhu.
i need some help.
no, i need alot of help.
to complete my discussion.
those who love me and know how to do, come offer me some help.
sprinkle me wit love wtf.
another pointless post.
can tell i'm plain bored right.
huhu. wuwuwuwuwuwuwuwu.
hhehehehe in this post. imma not gonna sigh. ok. imma replace with hehe huhu or wuwu. wtf.
becz sigh is not a good word. imma think positively. imma be optimistic.
huhu.
so boring.
only start running research for thesis tmr.
will it be too late?
oh blame it on ERB ok. i damn scare i can't finish it in time.
i have around one month time.
huhu.
i need some help.
no, i need alot of help.
to complete my discussion.
those who love me and know how to do, come offer me some help.
sprinkle me wit love wtf.
another pointless post.
can tell i'm plain bored right.
huhu. wuwuwuwuwuwuwuwu.
sometimes
Posted in on 12:39 AM by Belle
sometimes i really hope ERB consists of all sleepy heads so they won't reject my proposal wtf.
yes.
my ERB is being rejected again. bah. but nvm. i've come to a solution.
so it'll be fine !!!!!!! (i hope wtf) arh... wanna cry already.
if it doesn't den i won't be able to complete thesis so whoever it is up there. pls hear my prayer.
emo emo emo emo emo emo emo
***
sad story aside. and i've got nth else to talk abt SIGH
SO SIAN ONE.
long time never make up and go out already.
arh !!!!!
yes.
my ERB is being rejected again. bah. but nvm. i've come to a solution.
so it'll be fine !!!!!!! (i hope wtf) arh... wanna cry already.
if it doesn't den i won't be able to complete thesis so whoever it is up there. pls hear my prayer.
emo emo emo emo emo emo emo
***
sad story aside. and i've got nth else to talk abt SIGH
SO SIAN ONE.
long time never make up and go out already.
arh !!!!!
Advertorial ?
Posted in on 5:23 AM by Belle
sigh. no this is not an advertorial post. jz some humble opinions on blog advertising tactics.
seriously, i doubt if it works lo.
i think i might make a good stalker la. cz i do check out blogs alot. like from ppl that i know (no, acutally it's ppl that i'm INTERESTED in) to strangers. i read a lot of blogs and i found it rather funny when i saw the blogger in real life.
like how ar, the feeling very hard to describe, like i've been stalking that person, and he/she doesn't know me. i feel disgusted with myself actually hahahhaha. but damn i'm so bored i jz gotta do it.
so, back to the main point. advertorial.
amang all the blogger, i particularly hate Cindy from MDG season 1.
she is TooOooo vain. e.g. posting up picture of hers in bras. zong ji very vain la.
i dun like it. she's not hot lo, to me la. she's jz a hot chic wannabe. to me la wtf.
am not gonna link her here. becz, i duno how to WTF !!!!!
omg. i'm reeeeeleee low tech lo.
ok so those bloggers took alot of vain pictures and den consider that as advertorial ?
i'm not convinced lo.
they jz low graded the product wtf.
and den they got paid for it. can anyone tell the company that it's not gonna work ?
look at how they write abt the product.
"OMG LOOK AT THE PHONE IT"S SO COOL."
hmm.... so ?
for a few of your bikini pics den i'm gonna buy it so i can be like you already ?
sigh.
now the economics not good, dun simply pour money lik dat can ?
it's not gonna work.
watever that i've seen in blog advertorial.
I AM NOT GONNA FUCKING BUY IT.
OKAY ?
on the other hand.
they can blog more abt experience. like some traveling tips, nice cozy restaurants.
and all, that i would read, and i find it A LOT MORE useful and not to say convincing comparing to stupid blog ads that hard sell product like a bloody handphone lo.
so many vain pics ONLY wtf.
sianz can.
ok end of story.
and i'm into business now.
eh i do facial for ppl, i think it's quite cheap la RM30 for one hour PAMPERING treatment wtf.
ok hard sell already.
eh support abit wtf. i got no vain pictures here ok.
thank u the very much.
oh oh oh oh oh, thought of becoming famous blogger right
so firstly i have to have a few criteria
1. look hot- cz gonna have a lot vain pictures
2. miang enough- cz need to pose for vain pictures
3. vain- cz u see the main thing is becoming vain
4. creative- need to think really hard how to be vain
5. crapping- vain not enough must be funny and mean and bitch
6. good in english wtf- so make vain not too obvious and then everyone hates u
7. good with web designing
and i fail for all mention above WTF.
ok la so i decided to blog for boredom only la.
good day everyone.
rmb to do facial ok. WTF i'm so ANNOYING.
seriously, i doubt if it works lo.
i think i might make a good stalker la. cz i do check out blogs alot. like from ppl that i know (no, acutally it's ppl that i'm INTERESTED in) to strangers. i read a lot of blogs and i found it rather funny when i saw the blogger in real life.
like how ar, the feeling very hard to describe, like i've been stalking that person, and he/she doesn't know me. i feel disgusted with myself actually hahahhaha. but damn i'm so bored i jz gotta do it.
so, back to the main point. advertorial.
amang all the blogger, i particularly hate Cindy from MDG season 1.
she is TooOooo vain. e.g. posting up picture of hers in bras. zong ji very vain la.
i dun like it. she's not hot lo, to me la. she's jz a hot chic wannabe. to me la wtf.
am not gonna link her here. becz, i duno how to WTF !!!!!
omg. i'm reeeeeleee low tech lo.
ok so those bloggers took alot of vain pictures and den consider that as advertorial ?
i'm not convinced lo.
they jz low graded the product wtf.
and den they got paid for it. can anyone tell the company that it's not gonna work ?
look at how they write abt the product.
"OMG LOOK AT THE PHONE IT"S SO COOL."
hmm.... so ?
for a few of your bikini pics den i'm gonna buy it so i can be like you already ?
sigh.
now the economics not good, dun simply pour money lik dat can ?
it's not gonna work.
watever that i've seen in blog advertorial.
I AM NOT GONNA FUCKING BUY IT.
OKAY ?
on the other hand.
they can blog more abt experience. like some traveling tips, nice cozy restaurants.
and all, that i would read, and i find it A LOT MORE useful and not to say convincing comparing to stupid blog ads that hard sell product like a bloody handphone lo.
so many vain pics ONLY wtf.
sianz can.
ok end of story.
and i'm into business now.
eh i do facial for ppl, i think it's quite cheap la RM30 for one hour PAMPERING treatment wtf.
ok hard sell already.
eh support abit wtf. i got no vain pictures here ok.
thank u the very much.
oh oh oh oh oh, thought of becoming famous blogger right
so firstly i have to have a few criteria
1. look hot- cz gonna have a lot vain pictures
2. miang enough- cz need to pose for vain pictures
3. vain- cz u see the main thing is becoming vain
4. creative- need to think really hard how to be vain
5. crapping- vain not enough must be funny and mean and bitch
6. good in english wtf- so make vain not too obvious and then everyone hates u
7. good with web designing
and i fail for all mention above WTF.
ok la so i decided to blog for boredom only la.
good day everyone.
rmb to do facial ok. WTF i'm so ANNOYING.
18SG: Fuck permission
Posted in on 9:33 PM by Belle
sorry for the french.
but i really hate it lo. i'm so pissed i've been sending emails to Caryl Rusbult asking for permission to use her questionaire and i get no reply. HOW MANY MONTHS ALREADY WTF.
so now how i have to change to another set of questionaire izit.
my lit review did nice nice edi and now i have to change half of it la izit arh !!! i hate u !!!!!
u ruined my life !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wtf wtf.
damn pissed.
i really hate erb lo. i will never let myself get into the field of psychology anymore.
pls !!! i swear every night it gives me nightmare lo.
haihz.
eh nowadays i'm so into blogging i duno why muahhaha perhaps i'm so bored at home and i have nth better to do. lifeless uni student wtf !!! i would be so regret for wasting my youth like that i swear.
this morning i thought of some interesting topic to blog abt one but i forgot what izit.
so nevermind that.
that aside, i think i need a new labtop. laptop ?
wtf !!!! i should have work harder to practice my spelling already damn sad can.
i think it's infected with virus but my expired pc-cilin can't detect the bloody new virus.
whahahha too kiam siap to spend on anti virus.
especially for IE, when i tried to open a new tab, den it would jz close down itself.
poof. just like that.
everyhting that i'm viewing, gone.
WITHOUT ASKING FOR MY PERMISSION
@(*$#*)$*)(Q*#($#*
damn which ever it is.
arh !!!!!!!!
eh HP had been working with Vivienne Tam (some famous Fashion Designiner) and just launched a new one laptop, small, and it's RED WTF !!!
i think it's a combinition of fashion and gadget something lik that la.
i wan it :(
my labtop is so slow
i think it's daring me to kill it. wtf.
i shall grant your wish someday.
but i really hate it lo. i'm so pissed i've been sending emails to Caryl Rusbult asking for permission to use her questionaire and i get no reply. HOW MANY MONTHS ALREADY WTF.
so now how i have to change to another set of questionaire izit.
my lit review did nice nice edi and now i have to change half of it la izit arh !!! i hate u !!!!!
u ruined my life !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wtf wtf.
damn pissed.
i really hate erb lo. i will never let myself get into the field of psychology anymore.
pls !!! i swear every night it gives me nightmare lo.
haihz.
eh nowadays i'm so into blogging i duno why muahhaha perhaps i'm so bored at home and i have nth better to do. lifeless uni student wtf !!! i would be so regret for wasting my youth like that i swear.
this morning i thought of some interesting topic to blog abt one but i forgot what izit.
so nevermind that.
that aside, i think i need a new labtop. laptop ?
wtf !!!! i should have work harder to practice my spelling already damn sad can.
i think it's infected with virus but my expired pc-cilin can't detect the bloody new virus.
whahahha too kiam siap to spend on anti virus.
especially for IE, when i tried to open a new tab, den it would jz close down itself.
poof. just like that.
everyhting that i'm viewing, gone.
WITHOUT ASKING FOR MY PERMISSION
@(*$#*)$*)(Q*#($#*
damn which ever it is.
arh !!!!!!!!
eh HP had been working with Vivienne Tam (some famous Fashion Designiner) and just launched a new one laptop, small, and it's RED WTF !!!
i think it's a combinition of fashion and gadget something lik that la.
i wan it :(
my labtop is so slow
i think it's daring me to kill it. wtf.
i shall grant your wish someday.
COOL NAME
Posted in on 1:15 AM by Belle
wa i realized that nowadays ppl like to give themselves TWO freaking names so that that would sound cool.
erm erm like....
Susan Ivy Lim Dong Dong wtf.
at my generation, ppl only tried to get one christian name to be cool.
like Christina Lim. If your name is Lim Zing Zing, hmm not cool. Christina Lim, WOW. wtf.
BUT NOW.
Christina, so what.
Christine Christina only sounds cool wtf !!!!
so i tot of "be-cool-ed" ppl around me.
Tiffany Soh becomes.... Tiffany Tifa Soh WTF AHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH
i have a fetish for names that begin with same alphabert. and i duno how to spell alphebert.
someone corrects me thank you so much wtf.
Ong Zi Zi doens't have a christian name. HOW CAN U R NOT COOL AT ALL WTF AHHAHAHHAHAHAH I KNOW U"RE GONNA KILL ME, BUT NO REALLY I THINK MING ZI IS SUCH A SWEET NAME
but jz to becooled you, i pseudo name you McDonald McZi wtf wa !!!!!
Michelle erm erm HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH suddenly tot of the MIchelle Ba zi Bai Zhu Yenn WTF SO CUTE THE NAME.
erm .....
Vern May
oh she has so many names.
so i would combine both, Kimchi Shy Ng. wtf.
den my self.
Belle.
Belle Belinda Chia wtf.
ok i take back my words la,
having 2 names are not cool at all wtf.
can't you tell i'm BORED !?!!!!!
yeah gathering later !!!!!!! if i look pretty i might upload rare pictures here in this stupid blog.
a ta ta bye a. WTF CAN U TELL I"M TRYING TO SOUND COOL WTF
i'm so annoying.
erm erm like....
Susan Ivy Lim Dong Dong wtf.
at my generation, ppl only tried to get one christian name to be cool.
like Christina Lim. If your name is Lim Zing Zing, hmm not cool. Christina Lim, WOW. wtf.
BUT NOW.
Christina, so what.
Christine Christina only sounds cool wtf !!!!
so i tot of "be-cool-ed" ppl around me.
Tiffany Soh becomes.... Tiffany Tifa Soh WTF AHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH
i have a fetish for names that begin with same alphabert. and i duno how to spell alphebert.
someone corrects me thank you so much wtf.
Ong Zi Zi doens't have a christian name. HOW CAN U R NOT COOL AT ALL WTF AHHAHAHHAHAHAH I KNOW U"RE GONNA KILL ME, BUT NO REALLY I THINK MING ZI IS SUCH A SWEET NAME
but jz to becooled you, i pseudo name you McDonald McZi wtf wa !!!!!
Michelle erm erm HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH suddenly tot of the MIchelle Ba zi Bai Zhu Yenn WTF SO CUTE THE NAME.
erm .....
Vern May
oh she has so many names.
so i would combine both, Kimchi Shy Ng. wtf.
den my self.
Belle.
Belle Belinda Chia wtf.
ok i take back my words la,
having 2 names are not cool at all wtf.
can't you tell i'm BORED !?!!!!!
yeah gathering later !!!!!!! if i look pretty i might upload rare pictures here in this stupid blog.
a ta ta bye a. WTF CAN U TELL I"M TRYING TO SOUND COOL WTF
i'm so annoying.
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